LeliaC

It’s okay if you choose not to stay I always told you to just let me know I understand you wanna fade away But I wish I could come with you There’s no softness left in your voice No interest in making a choice Cause in your head there’s so much noise Chorus: All the pain we shared Thinking that you cared You know honey, a part of me died The day I couldn’t find the diamonds in your eyes Almost embarrassed to compare our scars Seems your insanity runs deeper than mine So I’ll cut myself with your soul’s shards To have you running down the line I’ve nearly disappeared Come on, babe, let’s

The taste of cigarettes So disgusting but I take a deep breath to feel you closer to me The sound of your heartbeat Wrapped around too tight but if I had a choice I'd love to be Chorus: So ordinary, everyone gets through it with some crying But I don't know if this is living or dying I can't trust myself as the tears dry and fall again Cause my sanity's vanishing and I'm finally over-bent The smell of eucalyptus Never liked it never knew how much it's loved and missed The ringing in my head From never sleeping cause I'm tortured by memories of our last kiss Chorus The smoke makes me sick But I breathe it in with delight in hope

How could this happen to us I don't even know what it was Seemed literally you were sent from above Felt like you didn't give a damn But I shouldn't have listened to them Cause I'm a pathetic mess when in love I'm back again at being up all night And crying cause nothing feels right But the fine red lines all over my body aren't your fault I just think they make me look so much prettier And for a second the pain feels a lot better All of these regrets let me know it was wrong not to call Pre-Chorus: All because I forgot I've already sold my pride How many more deaths do you think I'll survive Should've begged you to come and as

I just can't take the music and the tender words As I'm scribbling on the last page of my notebook Others are left blank because it stopped to hurt Like months ago when you gave me that look But this ain't art for fuck's sake It's the admission that we're both fake Chrous: What are you trying to hide, I lied just the same Keep running away, you're such a shame Say what I did wrong and quit lying Let's face it and make me stop crying I deserve your help to get this over with It's not that I think I was much better than you But I'm not the one whose feelings stayed myths I gave you my hand but you're screwed, too And this ain't a

I looked at my new baby today And saw your face on the reddish wood It seemed you were crying just the way you should But you live in your own world and that's okay Cause everyone but me knows you there And everyone but me can have you there Chorus: I remember back then when You could not hurt me Cause I couldn't even feel you touch my skin Now you got underneath Ripping at me again And I can't admit how I miss you touching my skin You were a beautiful dream And this is a motherfucking nightmare Wondering if it's all my fault or if you ever cared Or if you know that all I let you see is fake self-esteem I'm used to drinking t

It's over and he failed again She brings tears to his eyes every now and then Bending and shattering to be just what he needs He's hurting too much to show what he really feels It's early in the morning and her cries sing him to sleep At 4 am He's listening to her lullaby but he won't fall asleep At 4 am "I love you Mike, please come back to me I hate you Mike, let go of me" "I love you Mike" It's on and she fails him again He makes her shout at him every now and then Not able to try and give her anything she needs She's desperate to feel exactly the way that he feels And he's listening to her lullaby but he won't fall asleep

I feel smaller each time you come around How you push me up, how you drag me down But it's not you doing these things to me It's that other side of you that I see You know you need me You depend on me In more than one way You always did You want it You have to admit I'm sorry for whatever I did to piss you off If I could I'd take it back whatever it was Somethings's pulling at me, you press me against you You're a god, you're right, I could never resist you I know you feel the same Do not call me insane Cos you're mine You're all mine You're but mine You are mine You're nothing but mine Mine You're nothing You're nothin